Words of a heavy hearted.

So much have happened these few days. Sometimes i feel like im breaking down, that i cant hold on anymore. I thought i knew my place, only to realise my place was lower. Just when i am confident about my place, my place sank lower.

There's alot of things that are in everyone's mind.
Our brain is made in a way where a million things can be going on in there.

Especially in a girl's mind isnt it? It seemed like we were made in a way where our mind works twice as much, usually in an unnecessary way.

We talk too much
We think too much
We do so much
We need so much
We expect so much
We suspect too much
We feel insecure too much
So on and so forth.

So since we come with so many problems, why do guys still search for whom may be their lifelong partner?
Since a guy dont understand how a girl's mind works. And a girl dont understand how a guy's mind works.
Why are both parties constantly finding their other half.

When you're Single, you yearn to be attached
When you're Attached, you yearn to be single.

Being attached to someone brings responsibilities. Sometimes we are too inexperienced to handle these responsibilities.
Sometimes we expect each other to claim those responsibilities. We expect much of each other.
Many times these expectations would crush the relationship as it's left unspoken.

So why,
Do we still find each other?

Lovers cant really remain as friends.
Because when you leave the person, you leave with hurt
Everytime you see the person, you're reminded of the hurt and the times together.
If the parties can still be friends after that, fret not
Because, what shared between you two.
was not Love.

Sometimes you choose not to care so that the relationship can go on. Although its hard to pretend that you dont care, but you chose that way.
Life's short, make hard choices and enjoy life.

Find someone whom you'll feel relived waking up to the person's face, EVERY morning.
Dont speak of love so lightly.
Cause love is a big word.

Xoxo,
Vaney.