Happy now herman?  I updated my blogg.
Well, im not really in a good mood now though, hees. Alot on my mind.
Brother's condition and all.

Oh and guess what herman, my extensions are gone now (: I dont look like ah lian already.
Today was pretty good. Although i wasnt feeling well, kept feel like vomitting. And the headache aint helping at all. But i managed to survive my lesssons. Yay. Getting sick aint good.

Anyways, i got a call from Chengen just now (: AWESOME MUCH. I missed them so terribly. So i got pretty high talking to him and hui xin. Bleee. Was very very very very exceptionally happy. So my voice went pretty high.  But after that, i got another call. And its a pretty fucked up one.
Really sorry anne and howard, i know that my face went totally black for quite a while after i picked up the call ): Was very disturbed by it.Maybe im still disturbed about it.

I aint bloggin much aint i? Sorry herman. i will update more next time a'right? (:

Maybe care and concern from you will seriously help. Gah
Of all people, i thought that i could show how i am really feeling to you. But turns out that i was wrong.


with love,
vaney
xoxo