My brothers are giving me a hard time.
My throat is hurting from all the shouting towards them.
Ohmygosh, i really had enough..
This family is really too tangled. How can i survive living with them any longer.
Mom is getting all too ridiculous, all she cares about now is her husband.
Dad, Lols, all he cares is about his job and my brothers.
My brothers? Only cares about playing and hitting each other. Which leads to crying shouting arguing.
My maid? She only joins in the shouting towards my brothers and uses my smallest brother as an excuse to excuse herself from work.
My aunt? She's now the saniest one. But she now doesn't come home that often anymore.

I really wish that i can move out and stay with my granddad in Ang Mo Kio.
I think my days and weeks and years will be much better.
My only reason staying in this house was my mom.
Since she also changed, well i guess there is nothing to make me stay in this house anymore.
But i guess they wont allow me to do that any sooner, so what i can do now is to stay out of this house as much as i can.

At the times when i need you most, there is always reasons why you ain't here. Why is the timings always so wrong. I guess i would just have to get over this myself again. It will get better soon, i hope.. My heart wants to call you, but...

withmuchlove,vaney
xoxo