Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2009
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Time: 9:00 AM
It has been so long since i posted.Well, here i am now finally posting...
I sprained my ankle when i tripped on the escalator this afternoon..
I refused to go to the "die da" person..
I can't bring myself to go to that hell of a torture place.
So i just limped my way home.
I think i put too much pressure on the left leg
And now both legs are painful.
So i am just sitting on the sofa
Being a disabled person..
Even my laptop is taken from my room to me by my maid.
So, thanks maid.
These few weeks since i've posted was quite a roller coaster ride.
Many things happened.
I lost my grandma just recently.
She died just three weeks, three weeks after she was diagnosed with cancer.
Just three weeks.
I have no idea why i am posting about this...
I've learnt how to handle these.
Don't come talk to me or comment about this.
Don't blame me if i lose my temper then.
Now, I don't know what's happening.
I've been giving in and hoping that everything will come out fine.
But i guess i cant stand it anymore.
I can't just keep on giving in and crying every night.
Its so tiring..
Sometimes i even wonder if its worth it
He says and says and says.
He only says.
But i don't want...
Nevermind.
Its the examinations tomorrow.
I just hope that i can concentrate
I know he can, so its needless to hope.
Well, i am tired.
Dead tired.
God bless.
vanessa.